I really wish I lost my virginity underage?

I hate it. I'm 16, mature and I wish I lost it at 14 or 15 like most of the guys and girls in the school. I love the idea of and I wish I had it by now. I'm in college after the sumer holidays and yet people in year 10 are having . If you look at stuff on the internet you hear about these girls and guys who lost it at that age and don't regret it, and how they love/loved their partners and I want that, it's driving me crazy and is depressing me a lot actually. I hate how I've missed my opportunity to lose it underage, I'd give anything to go back a year and lose it. So many people in my year are in happy relationships and are having . Maybe you lot will say I should wait but that's because anyone who can have is out having it so the only people on yahoo are abstinent bible bashers or losers like me. I read about this girl on some forum who is 15 and has had and loves it, and other people of 14/15 who are having with their boy/girlfriends and love it and have them to sleepover to have sex and it makes me want to die because I'm such a ******** loser who can't get any. The average age to lose it in my area is about 15 and I know for a fact that most people in year 10 and 11 are having sex. Some days I just feel like killing myself. When I hear about all these sexually liberated people who are having sex and loving it and I'm stuck at home alone I cry and think about how shite my life is and I wonder why I don't just kill myself. I'm 16 and if I don't get ******* in the next year by a girl I didn't pay I'm going to kill myself. How is it that so many people my age are having sex and have people who want to have sex with them, yet no one wants to sleep with me. What's wrong with me? Even if some people do regret it in later life some don't, some stay with that person, some are happy leading promiscuus independent lives and there's no worry about pregnancy or STI's or pregnancy because of the pill and condoms so there's nothing stopping me, so why the hell will girls sleep with all those other guys and not me. There are absolutley no advantages to my situation, I'm lonely, and don't give me any religious rubbish either. I hate my life and I wish I could swith places with someone else, except I wouldn't want anyone else to have to live the way I do. I just wish I could have had sex by now. It makes me so angry and depressed when I hear about happy sexual non virgin people who are my age, why can't I be one of them? Like these stories on answerbag about a 15 year old girl on this site who has a boyfriend and likes to shag him in the shower or the 15 year old girl who lost her virginity and masturbates in changing rooms, they all make me so jealous and piss me off. I want to have sex so bad, I want a girlfriend so bad and most of all I don't want to be lonely and I want to know why girls won't have sex with me, I must be so ******** ugly or something, and how does that make me feel? I just want to die